Saturday, August 15, 2009

My first year anniversary with my girlfriend

Hi Hi ~yesterday 14/08/2009 was my first year anniversary with my girlfriend . Wah so happy !!!!! That night after my math tuition , I quickly rush back to home to cook spaghetti for her . Actually I wanted to buy something for her , but I cant go out from the house and I was not free at all . Because on the same day I have my B.M test , so I was just preparing . At the evening I called up my mom , I ask her to buy the food to cook spaghetti .
So at night after my math tuition , I rush back to home , and I prepare the food to cook spaghetti , after prepare the food , I called up my mom to teach me cook . This is the first time I cooking spaghetti .
At the mornig I was looking for her , but I cant found her , so I pass the spaghetti to her classmate and pass it to her . When recess time , I go to canteen and I also looking for her , but she did turn up also . I was kind of dissapointed ald . So after thye recess I go back to class and have my B.M paper 2 . So when the school finish ald , suddenly my friend pass a plastic bag to me , she say that is the present that my girlfriend give it to me . Then I take out the present from the plastic bag , and it is a T-shirt . The shirt is very nice , and I very love it . I was very happy .
After I went home I faster take bath and clean myself so that I can wear the shirt that my girlfriend give to me . Wah , Oh my god is just nice for me !!!! before I try I was so scared that is no big enough for me . But after I wore , is just nice for me !!I was very happy . Then I quickly keep the shirt .
After that I went to sleep until 4.00P.M and i wake up to study . When 5.00P.m I went to play basketball . Then I though that she wanted to come out for cycle , but at the end she did not come out , so I ask I come to look for you is it ok ? Then she say no need because I din have bicycle , then I say nevermind I will get it from my friend , then this and that finally she say want so I quickly borrow bicycle and rush to her house just to see her ! When I see her I was so happy because I can see my lao po ald !!!!!! We have a talk but just a short time , but is ald good for me and her . Atleast we can see each other for 30 minute , is good for us ald . So After that I rush back and give back the bicycle to my friend and I run back to my house and go for my tuition.I was very happy yesterday !!!!!!!!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

I be couple with my girlfriend again .

HiHi , everybody I got a very very good news for your all . I be couple with my girlfriend again already . Wah , I was very happy oh !!!Before we haven couple again , I was like a dead dog , I got no mood to study , no mood to eat/drink , no mood to talk , is just no mood for everythings . But infront of her I act like very happy , because I dun want to let her know that I very sad ,because I also know that she also very sad for this things . I know she also no mood , so I have to act happy infront of her so that she will not feel sorry to me .
But luckly we have a talk on monday , so we just say out whatever in our heart . After the talk ,I realize that a part of it is my fault also . I feel very sorry to her .Before that I hide a lot of things and did not tell her the truth , and everytime shows black face towards her and make her not happy .So now I start to change I will tell her all thye things that happens to me , everytime I see her I will smile and I also will make her laugh.I want to make her happy .
I very happy because I can get back my girlfriend again . I wont let her go again from me . I want to make her happy , no matter I will suffer , I will get scold from my church friend or what I also dun care , most important is she happy .

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Broken Heart

Few days ago , I girlfriend sunddenly want to break with me . I was get a shock man . I dun know what to do , somemore that time I in tuition , but I ask permission from my teacher to go out to make a call . I faster press her phone number but she did not picked my call , I was so nervous and so sad and angry . My mind was blank , do know what to do . Then I tears started to come out , I think she is the only girl that I cry for .After that , I quickly ran to my best friend , and I cry infront of him . After I cry ald , I went to a mini market to buy a cigrette. Oh man , I smoke one pack in an hour time man , that was really shock .After smoking I went back to my house , and I cry again , I ask myself why my girlfriend want to break with me . I was very very very sad . After crying , I was too tired because I smoke too many , so I went to take a bath then I went to sleep .
The next morning , when I woke up ald I feel not going to school , because I dun know how to face her . I was very sad , and dun know what to do . But I have no choice I have to go to school . When I reach school , I go have a walk with my friend because I want to avoid her , I really dun know how to face her . When recess time I saw her from far away , she was be with her friend . Oh man , I was very sad , like wanted to cry , but I cant because infront of me got a lot of people . So I just tahan , tahan and tahan . After that , miqian and munesh come and to talk to me , I cant show sad face to them , so I pretend to be happy infront of them . Suddenly miqian come and ask me ,you break with my girlfriend ?I got a shock , I ask myself how she know it ?Then she just say all kind of thing which is I also du understand more . But is okok lah , not so bad lah . After I went to 3 zamrup with my friend , because I just dun want to stay in class , if I stay in class I will think all kind of stupid things , so I decide to follow my friend . But very fast I came back to my class , because I am totaly out of mood .
After school ,I have to stay back for my C.F , but I already out of mood , but I just go only , but luckyly just have three people . Our C.F end up very fast , and i quickly ran back to my class to take my wallet back . I was very scare that the wallt will go missing , because the wallt is kwai gyee give me . But luckyly I get it back . After that I go back to find gabriel , but I saw an umbrella and a bottle was hanging on the staircase there . I know the thing is kwai gyee left it there , so I quickly find her because I want to have a talk with her . I know she is hidding inside the toilet because that is the only place that she can hide for it . So I call up her name , but nobody answer . When I wantes to go off , I saw two girl was coming up so I ask them to go insise and see got people inside the toilet , so they went inside and they come out and say , got a girl is inside . So I waited her , and I walk down and i come up again , finally I saw her , when she saw me she quickly ran inside but I call up her name , so she stop. I say to her :you keep away from me , is it the way you want to solve the problem ? But she din say anything so I just ask her to go outside to wait for her parents . After that I just walk off .
When I go back home , I had my lunch and I just sleep , because I just want to keep my mind clear and dun think anything . After that I go out and buy a cigrette again , then I cycle to the place that I always dating with kwai gyee . At there I already smoke 10 struck ald . There is the place that we always dating , so much of thing that I think there . Then I started to cry again, I think and think and think , and i smoke ,smoke ,smoke ,suddenly I saw I smoke all ald . Then I call up my friend and we go eat . At there I buy a cigrette again , that i started to smoke again .
After that my stomach was very pain so I go home and take a rest . At night I have to go for prayer meeting ,but my gastril was from bad to worse ald . My face was white in colour until my mom was so afraid of me . After that I go home and I cry again , I suddenly think of kwai gyee . Then I cry cry cry , after that I sleep like a pig until this morning .