My sad feeling

Hi everyone , how are you ? I am very sad ah !!! This few day I did not talk to my dad , me and my girldfriend relationship not so well , and anyway I got a lot of things to think , got a lot pressure !!This few day I wanted to call my girlfriend and have a little talk with her . But she did not picked her phone , than i was very angry and very sad . Actually I already now her character , but why I still so angry !!!I also dun know ? Actually this few days i was thinking naybe we need to seperate for a little while ,let both of us calm dawn . But I cant just do like this . So I go ask my teacher , she say me and my girlfriend need a talk . Sometimes I feel my girlfreind is not happy when she is with me . I always see her like somethings is in her mind ,but when I ask her she will say nothing . So I will be very angry . Actually I got a lot of things wanted to tell her or write here but right now I really dun have the mood to say anythings or to write anything . !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I just feel very very very sad .

My feeling