I want to say sorry to my girlfriend

Honey ~~I am very sorry to you that what I have did to you .Everytime when I quarrel with you I will feel very bad to myself . About ,why I cannot just think for you , just love you more then quarrel with you ????why ????Tell me why ????why why why ????I very hate myself . I still can remember one time that I quarrel with you beside the road , and I say I very suffer to beeing do this and that and if you still continue like this , do you want to break uo with me , I ask like this . I also dun know why that moment I will ask this question to hurt you . Until now I also cannot forgot the moment ?Feel very bad ,very sad . I am very very very de sorry to you . Everytime we quarrel you also will tolerate me .Dun know why ???Lao po we have been quarrel so many times already , and everytime also you tolerate me , I feel very sorry to you .All I can say is just , Lao po:I am very sorry about what I have did to you , I promise I will not quarrel or scold you anymore . All I will do is just talk nicely to you ,let you more understand me ok.

My feeling for this few days

Hi , wow this few days I was very tired and feel very annoyance because I have another big quarrel with my girlfriend .But now we are find already .Actually is very small matter but I dun know why I Make until so big problem and dun know why I will think so much of it . Sometimes I very hate myself , I dun know why I will so worry , so scare , think so much negative things . And sometime I also very angry about my girlfriend , because sometimes she dun know how to think about my feeling , think what I need from her and this and that ....I very angry of myself ah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Some of my friend ask me to break with her but I would do it , is not that I not dare is just that , now i couple with her or you couple with her . Although my friend is correct , but I still dun want listen to them , because I have to make my own decision. All I know is I still very love my girlfriend and she also very love me that's all I need . Love a girl is no need to care what is her character or what . All you need to do is just love with happy , joyful , need to be with her , with she need you , you will appear infront of her and help her , love her , give her all you have . And one more things , we have to be frankness to our girlfriend or boyfriend , everythings must talk to each other , anything discuss with your bf or gf so that we can be more understand to each other . This few things you do , you and ur gf or bf relantionship will be stabil . After this time quarrel with my girlfriend , I know that we have to be more understand to each other ,have to be more frankness to each other no matter what things . I know maybe I write like story , but is true .

My youth events 'No Applogies"

Yesterday is my church having a event that is 'No Applogies '.WOW I have a lot of fun in this events . This event is talk about 'Love , Life and Sex '.Is tell all the young people dun not have sex before you are married , and you must wait until you have meet the right girl ,and you will be together with the girl the rest of your life . Sex is a very happy things but at the same time the bad things are coming after you have sex hahaha . Is that scary ?Ya sex is very scary , because if you have sex with a boy or a girl ,you might be a father or a mother after the moment . When you become a mother or a father you have a big big big responsible to take care of the girl and th e baby .You need to bring up the family ,need to spent time with the baby . And this and that , it is so difficult to bring up a family and a baby .You need to teach the baby since he is young , otherwise he will become devil .If you still study mean , that will be even worst ,you haven working , haven graduate from school ,haven have any economic and this and that , how you want to support a family ,a baby ? Tell me how ?????So I advise everyone , you cannot have sex with a girl , you must tahan until you married a girl that you love her forever . If you have sex in this moment, you will hurt the girl , hurt yourself , hurt your family , end up you will hurt everyone who love you . ok write until here . bye

My holiday

Hi , everybody . How was your holiday ah ? Do you feel happy to have holiday ? I not so happy la , because cannot see my girlfriend , cannot talk to my friend , stay at home do nothing soboring . Well I went to K.L last week until thursday only I came back . I very happy to see my aunty,my grandparents . Actually this time I go back K.L I plan to go shopping with my mom but end up we go visit my anuty , my grandparents . But at the night I go cyber cafe with my brother and my friend , we go until midnight 4-5o'clock ,after we go cc , we go have a nice buger . Wow that was very awesome man ! But is very tired , because sleep in the morning . But is good to have fun with my friend . Actually I can come back on friday night , but suddenly I receive a call from my father ,he say I have to come back on thursday because I have meeting on friday afternoon with my youth leader at church ,the meeting is about our youth event on saturday . So we have to arrange all the stuff .ok lah , I write until here bye . Happy holiday to all of you .

My feeling after my prefect camp

Hi everybody ,how are you'll . I just come back from my prefect camp few days ago .Now I want to tell you'll my feeling through the camp .This year our camp place is Batang Kali .This year camp is much more better then last year .When I first go to this camp I feel the jurulatih was very friendly and very funny .Not like last year very serious not good , some more last year we cry at the camp . This year is very very very good . I can learn a lot of things in this year prefect camp .Not like last year I was very blur in that camp , I dun know what I am doing , what I have learn from last year camp . But this year camp I still can remenber what I have learn from this camp .I have learn A team must have teamwork , without teamworkwe cannot do anything , but if you have your team member to help you . problem will be selesai more easier,more faster . I have also learn never said no to no . we must try to do our best before we say no . If at first we say no and yet we heaven try that is a biggest mistake that we have do . We must try our best first . We must have disiplin to do everythings that we must do , we can't just do half way and just leave it there . We must love our friend , friendship is very very very important to us in this world . Without friend we can't do thing alone , and sometimes we will feel lonely without friend . I also learn about arrangement , when we do things without arrangement things will just go anyway . So if we have arrangement plus friendship and teamwork ,when we do things we will feel happy , enjoy ,and somemore . Actually I have learn more then this few things , but I forgot already . Ok write until here bye . Enjoy your holiday , happy holiday . bye